i dont know what will happen to me.
failed most of the subject.
is there still chance for me to change?
is my path and step are right?
did i make the wrong move?
so stress nowadays after getting the result.
the result that i cant expected to see.
7/50?
how to go sec 5?
how to go ite?
how to live?
where's the shame?
i'll be packing my school holidays on books.
no more slacking.
no more soccer.
if failing by studying i dont mind.
atleast there's an effort.
BUT i dont.
i failed due of my lazy.
where's my pride?
dignity?
i changed for good.
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Just nw went for friday prayers.
i was late.
many people getting to left the building already.
i just went in to pray for solat zuhur.
before one al-irsyad student pushed me.
still have my patience on me.
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"i pray so i'll be faithful to you allah"


ps:senyuman manis mu bagaikan bunga di taman indah menyerikan.