its me

2009-12-22T12:05:00.000+08:00

fuck,rain2 go away.

2009-11-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

dikir barat - cucu datuk merah!

2009-09-28T18:53:00.001+08:00

MILIK SIAPAKAH GADIS INI
(Sudirman)

Milik siapakah gadis ini
Wajah lembut bagaikan sutera
Ingin hatinya ku miliki
Apakan terdaya
Adakahkan terdaya

Milik siapakah hati ini
Bagai berkurun lama kesepian
Ingin aku mencurahkan kasih
Kepada yang sudi
Adakah ia sudi

Lama telah ku impikan
Gadis sepertinya
Mengisi taman hati
Dengan cahaya kasih (suci)
Siapakah gadis yang ku idam...

2009-09-27T11:49:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY went to cucu datuk merah training at kampung chai chee cc
On the afternoon,Amirul and friends are be going to my house for Hari Raya
but the will come vry late so my parents gave me the hari raya money to pass it on them.
i ask fads to accompany me to Natasha's house.
we wait at stairs.
after LONG time we wait for them aru mereka nk keluar.
then
then
then
dikir was fun
suara mereka bagus!
and the 12 years old boi whose name fuzzz,he played the rebana so well!!
Abg noor make us laugh like hell,kata karut!
woo!!
we will participate in Piala Khatusliwa soon!!
semangat berjuang!

2009-09-24T01:55:00.000+08:00

Haha.
i don't know if its too late.
selamat hari raya maaf zahir da batin!!

2009-09-23T21:58:00.001+08:00

Dendang Mutiara telah manjadi idola ku semenjak dari dulu lagi
Tahniah dan Syabas
biar apapun dugaan melanda
tetap kekal di persada seni arena dikir barat di singapura ini
yeah!!

this friday be going for the first dikir training at k.c.cc
i b there,no paitao.
sorry abg bob that time!
haha.

2009-09-22T21:50:00.002+08:00

She and i had something beautiful
It's complicated it cannot last
I love her so but i let her go
Cause i knew she'd never back
Such pain as this shouldn't have to experienced
i 'm still feeling from the loss still a little bit delirious

Near to you i am healing but it's taking so long
cause though she's gone and you are wonderful it's hard to move on
Yet i'm better near to you
well you and i have something different
And i'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battled scarred
I am working oh so hard to get back to who i used to be
She's disappearing,fading,steadily
Well i'm so close to being yours won't you stay with me

please

cause near to you i am healing but it's taking so long
cause though she's gone and you are wonderful it's hard to move on
all the words you spoke to me were just a melt from candle that has been lit
bye girl for so long

2009-09-18T01:56:00.004+08:00

Kelvin ask me out to watch soccer match at coffeshop at 2am in the morning.
then he ask me to bring along my uniform and put inside my bag.
crazy.
haha.
I just can't sleep.
Maybe too adictive drinking too much coffee.
kopi peng.
takraw was bored.
slacking was bored.
i miss those time i was attached.
da sudah.
i was joking!takraw was the best ever!
slacking was fun as popiah our world class entertainer was there.
takraw net we borrowed from Mr Loh.
Haziq try to sneak in my school.
end up caught by Mr Loh.
haha.
Then the net was give my Mr Loh cannot be used as the string lose and the middle part got a huge lobang.
so as we slacking at 44 we used tali rapiah to secure the net.
many people was there slacking.
then we were screen by the police.

officer:wah,ramai kat sini korang nk g clash eh?

bob:mana ada bang,kita puasa2 nk riot.

officer:psl kita nmpk byk keling gan korang,so fikir korang nk gaduh.

bob:salah ke kita kawan gan keling,kata negara multi-racial pe bang.

officer:ouh.ia eh.

kecoh pe.

2009-09-15T13:47:00.004+08:00

Lyrics:Fitri
Editor:Yaqin and Hazri
Tittle:For you

.
Its been months that we have spent
I close my eyes and i prayed
my friends say that you are not going to stay
as you will go far away from me
i can sense tears will glide at my cheek

.Chorus.
And you gave up
you choose the path that will take
you choose the path for you and him to make
because you know that our love are fake
remember my birthday you bought me the cake

.
our love our going to fade
wish me a last goodbye by ur lips
and don't forget your lovely scent
and yeah,
ur bestie the once i hate
but now i know its the want i mate
don't make that face girl my girl

.Chorus
And you gave up
you choose the path that will take
you choose the path for you and him to make
because you know our love are fake
remember my birthday you bought me the cake

.
and all we been through
i never let it shows
the pain i grown to know
i reach towards the sky and say my goodbyes
btw guy hope don't fall for her trap for her lie.

2009-09-12T00:30:00.007+08:00

today went to geylang breakfast with my friends.

haha.

went prayer with haziq.

haha.

he called me to wait for him

he went inside d mosque.

we walked out of the mosque -_-

then slack below his block.

went home changed then mit them at stairs.

make it short there are many people going to geylang.

abt 20 of my friends.

ribut pe!

g perang!

haha.

popiah is the most world class entertainer.

popiah 1st act

(a situation where a group of matrep walking infront of us)

-he went behind the matrep and start to walk "sat-sat" and say "acm bro" to them.

popiah 2nd act

(when we all sit at singapore post waiting for younos buy baju kurung)

-he walked beside a group of girls and "hello".

-he walked beside a couple and talk loudly and the boy keep staring at him.

haha.

he drink 5 can of coke.

then haziq,qin,zan uddin and me went back to tpy to plak with naz and kamal.
da tired at geylang and our kaki very longgar.

took picture and so on.

and screen by police.

da kul 11.40.

then after feel like hibernate.then went hm.

in love with u girl.

hw i miss someone to hold.

da stop it.

bye.

2009-09-09T22:15:00.002+08:00

todae english paper 1 and 2 very difficult.
i tired my best.
very tired,yesterdae social studies.
a teacher of mine says this phrase before one week of the ss exam.
"class,pls focus sri lanka and northern ireland conflict"
u knw wat?
none of them not even came out on the essay.
haha.
thanks.
and yeah takraw was fun.
i was chased by a malay drunken man who drank during fasting month at night.
nasib the bus came on time.

"hate me how you want,i don't give a damn and washed your smiled of girl,i dont entertain u anymore"
Dont judge a beauty of a girl by their face,judge them by their heart.
fucker.

2009-09-08T10:45:00.002+08:00

Its been so long till i update.
N-level just start.
so stress with first paper.
to Shah welcome to man world.
ns eh bang.
see u in 3 months after ur bmt.
haha.
things complicated nowdays.

"hey,u gt the wrong info girl,pls stop been force to smile"

2009-08-25T18:05:00.002+08:00

School is fun?
i went to school late everday.
School start at 7.30 in d morning.
While i woke up 7.3o in d morning.
see d similaraties.
haha.
fasting month are here.
Go to school gate,got Mr Zairul,lol.
He say:

z:nasib kita puasa,ku kasi kau chance.

me:thanks ah.

z:bdk cina kena lari 2 round kat field.

me:okay.happy pe,ginie hari2 leh g lmbt ah.

z:ah.boleh.bdk melayu kalau lmbt 50 push up.

me: -_-

haha.
Then class tiring.
Dikir barat b joining soon.
warisan pemuda.
b playing awok2.
preparation for upcoming show and saringan dikir for mega perdana.
all d best.
beng.

"aku bingung"

2009-08-11T21:06:00.003+08:00

Bear all obstacle.
Although im lost,i can still back up.
can i?
Hope i can carry on.
Forget the past,huh.
just still got the picture up on my mind.
We all need that person who can be true to you.
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold.
I never want to leave you, and the memories of Us to see.
Falling away from me, no chance to get back.
imy.
i can't fake it i still do love you.
although i was force not to.
arghh.
='(

2009-08-11T20:55:00.002+08:00

HEY STOP MAKING A FALSE STORY YOU BASTARD.

YOU UNDESCRIBEABLE CREATURE.

DONT MAKE A FUSS.

I JUST CAN'T ACCEPT.

STOP LAUGHING AND POINTING AT ME,YOU BASKET.

IM SO EMBRASSED INFRONT OF MY FRIEND.

THEY KEPT LAUGHING AT ME.

DON'T TELL ANYONE THAT IS NOT RELEVANT.

WORDSPREAD MACAM SIAL.

ARGGH!!

FUCK U LA.

2009-08-11T20:18:00.004+08:00

SUNDAY was exciting.

got to see fireworks.

many mat#### and minah####.

met Zan below his block and off to Yqain crib.

Everybody reached already.

Then left to Far East.

Naz bought Jacket,like MJ's.

haha.

Then Othman,Kamal and Fads mit us up.

Went to Heeren to mit Lufee as he was working.

Chris sms that he's on his way to Heeren

We wait Lufee until he finish his work at 6 by strooling around at Heeren.

We were seperated.

Kamal,Othman,Qin,Zan and me went to Bk to eat.

not so crowded.

Then we went until Marina.

Then zan and me went off to Raffles city to mit Adi.

He's with his gf.

And went off driving with him.

He sent his gf hm to sembawang.

then watched soccer.

kecoh.

Manchested United nice match i say,but u lost.

Tkpe.

Boleh diperbaiki.

Ho seh liow.

Monday,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURAIN WIRDAWATI BTE AZMI

met Shahrul at blk 27 with a gift.

He thought i was giving present for him,PIH DAH!.

haha.

Talk chit-chat and 2pm already.

late!

I saw Nurain already at stairs.

lambat.

bithday girl leh tunggukn.

haha.sorry.

tk pe.

Da normalkan.

Very hungry walked to perdana to eat.

went bck to central.

talk2.

haha.

oouhh,how much i miss talking to her.

her smile.

her scent.

haha.

then Nurain and me went to wait Fads at stairs.

chit-chat.

then Raudhah came.

they went to roof to study while i wait for Aqin.

i waited him for 2 hours.

then i go to his house.
he's still sleeping.

what if i still wait for him at stair's?

confirm mcm bdk belo.

he wake up and we went to roof,no one there.

then went to skygarden slack.

then called Fads.

he say that he's at roof.

we went to roof.

no one there.

pissed off,aqin accompany me home.

today dpt tau yesterday they are sky roof not the usual roof we slack on.

beng.

TODAY,got prelim.

wake up late.

exam at hall.

very tired.

arggh!!

finish went hm,eat.

went bck school to do dnt,tommorow the last date to give.

dnt finish at 6.

then walked to braddel.

slack at block merah.

very sleepy already.

went to mac.

eat chicken burger with naz and zan.

take bus hm.

sempat slack jap.

went home nk hibernate.

haha.

tmrw math at hall,cnfrm sleep nicekn.

nk bring pillow boleh?

what if isay that i still love you?

2009-08-08T19:53:00.003+08:00

Its been a nice day today.
went to dnt.
met fads.
went in gate.
start with artifact.
school very secluded.
mr azlan bought us nasi briyani.
finish eating went to ah boon accompany naz band to jam.
we were chased of out from the jamming studio.
he apek say
"nvm,you all go out now,my things later destroy by u guys,never mind you all dont nid to pay".
haha.
then we went to seperated ways.
i went off with naz and qin.
went to naz crib.
played soccer with his brother.
then went off to 232.
go to huda's crib.
here i go.
tmr b going to watch firework again.
happy advance birthday singapore.

2009-08-07T22:06:00.003+08:00

Dis post dedicated to:

Muhammad Nazrelli Bin Jalil

Happy birthday sayang.

althought last time we have a little bit of conflict we have vanished it all.

now we are the best of the best of the best of the friend.

haha.

well,i knw u since pri 3.

haha.

U nerdy.

nw u changed to brand new Nazrelli.

haha.

hope u enjoy life

cherish every chance u have,dont waste it,fhm tak maksud nie?

haha.

2009-08-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

I think of awhile ago
We might have had it all
I was so stupid then
You needed time to grow

But now just as things change
As well my feelings do
In time things rearrange
I am so sick of chasing you

But what do I get 'cause I just seem to lose
You make me regret those times I spent with you
And playing those games as I wait for your call
And now I give up, so goodbye and so long

It's not a change of pace
This time I'll get it right
It's not a change of taste
I was the one there last night

You have your other friends
They were there when you cried
Didn't mean to hurt you then
Best friends just won't leave your side

But what do I get 'cause I just seem to lose
You make me regret those times I spent with you
And playing those games as I wait for your call
And now I give up, so goodbye and so long

It's not a change of pace
This time I'll get it right
It's not a change of taste
I was the one there last night

When I needed you most
When I needed a friend
You let me down now
Like I let you down then

So sorry, it's over(Ahh...)

2009-08-02T12:37:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was fun day for us.
Naz,qin,othman,zhafir,Fadhil and i went to far east to check some stuff.
then we walked to penisular,naz bought t-shirt at moc.
from the start we walked there are joy and laughter
after strolling at penisular our tummy start to rumble.
very hungry and we went to Bk to eat.
The black pepper chicken rice was nice.
and we celebrated bandong day as well.
then we went to marina bay to watched the parachute from the Ndp performances.
Many police are around,its hard for us to get a right spot to smoke.
we slack inside the esplanade to wait for the center show,"The funkers" i guess that start at 8pm.
then we went to city link? to slack on the roof.
many people are there.
there are many couples are there.
buat mata sakit si.
there are may chicks.
most of them are minahrep.
after they walked pass us i yell ay yaqin.

me:"Qin sini byk minahrep pe"

qin:diam bodoh!!haha.

we pull the escalator rubber.
and d mastermind is zhafir.
are you surprised?
haha.
planned to walk back to city hall.
alamak,crowded si.
6 of us took a taxi home.
we split 3by3.
reach toa payoh.
went hm.
they still at roof.
lol.

Along the joy and laughter there still a sourness in it.

2009-07-31T22:37:00.002+08:00

RANDOM THINGS TO DO TODAY.
school as usual.
there's no assembly on last 2 period.
qin,Man and me sneak to computer lab.
charged my handphone.
we on the aircon and i went to sleep at dis table while they play computer, i assumed.
then othman join.
we were scared.
There are many annocement on the p.a system.
we were abit worried.
we did'nt prepair for the risk we if get caught.
we like prison break.
after sch we went straight to canteen.
then we split.
met kamal and zaki.
followed me hm.
changed.
went to pray =D.
lpak at study corner.
play cards.
drink 2.5 lit coke,ever heard of that?
then while play card somebody shout inside a taxi
"Nak ikut aku pegi deffered tak kat redhill tak?!!"
its aqin.
Kamal and me accompany him while zaki went hm.
distance frm tpy to redhill abt 10mins.
reached.
kamal and me can't went in,there's security checks and there's an army man holding an sar 21.
woo!!
wait for qin very long until do stupid things.
then one and half one later qin back.
we walked through a forest.
henderson park.
then we walked up a stairs which very high.
i counted abt 120 steps.
we walked up the stairs just to c the enviroment from the top.
very cold.
there's a bus stop near d place and we took the bus to central,145.
very long journey.
and kamal went hm to changed.
while aqin and me wait for ___
send __ back.
im h_pp_ to see __ smile.
then went to central back.
go roof,met kamal.
we joined to aqin hm.
he changed.
went to spc.
then went hm.
com ok.
msn suck.haha.
tired la deyh.

i think im falling in love again.haha.boleh la.senyum.

2009-07-28T20:08:00.002+08:00

i admire the way you are.
your harden wood.
your soft beat.
woo.
i miss you very much.
can't wait to feel you.
we used to be together,honey.
the rhytm you shared.
the move i make.
the voice and chantting we shared.
ouh my anak rebana!!!
ouh how much i miss you.
i can't wait until n-level.
grr.
always make rhytm from school table.
lol.
Abg bob i will be joining you guys soon.
go cdm.
btw thanks lenny for changing my skins.
until here
toddles.

am i falling in love again.i feel odd.

2009-07-26T21:21:00.003+08:00

to____

Although u don't think that u'll be in this kind of situation.
Just go on with ur will.
Don't even care about me,as you know that you are following ur heart.
Although for me its gonna change,its a part of life.I must move on.
Go friend,do what u can do.
As long as you and ____ happy.

truly as friends.

And for me still waiting.
For the day it come.
haha.

2009-07-13T21:27:00.003+08:00

The face after issued the fined which cost $500 bucks.
Sad face. Boh pian sia muka.
After 3 days of fear by following the flow.
My heart was travelling faster than a 5 horse engine,bedek sia.
Until today the day has come which i know should i or should not pay the fined.
After P.E,Mr Sim called Fads and me.

Mr Sim:Do you know why i called u up?

F and me:Yeah.

Mr Sim:You are lucky that Mr Raj are'nt around unitl november he got course.

F and me: =)

Mr Sim then bring me to his office write statement.
Then have a sarcastic chat with me.

Mr Sim:Cool arh smoke ah Fitri,imagine u ride a horse and start to smoke,bet you cowboy girl stopped and ask ur number(doing some smoking move).

July is a bad month for me and my friends:

1)Gig: gt fined of contra which cost$500,until nw nk extand date taq extand2.
2)Azreen: his bike kena accident.fork gantong.cost$200.
3)kamal : his leg fractured cause of Azreen.cost$50(medicine)
4)kamal =):psp lost. cost$200
5)rahman:play soccer fell down,his chin slide at the rough street soccer floor kena sew:$80
6)Shah:nid to replaced his friend psp.cost$130
7)me:gt fined of contra.cost$500.tk menjadi saman tarik.
8)fads:gt fined of contra.cost$500.tk menjadi saman tarik.

Then today i edit dis post.
saman tak jadi tarik.
ahhh!!!!!
$300 bucks jer.
hahaha.

2009-07-12T18:41:00.003+08:00

how do i get the sum of money?
help me.
pls.

='(

2009-07-11T13:26:00.000+08:00

$500 bucks anyone?
arghh.

2009-07-09T20:05:00.008+08:00

Ey hello, Faarah here.
& i'm gonna help this friend of mine update his blog,
Since he's kind of busy with projects and stuff.

So basically what i know is that,
he sure misses Ain alot.
Eventhough he just met her and walked her home just now.

After he walked Ain home,
he can't stop thinking of her each and every second.
Everyday, every minute,
the only person he thinks of is only Ain
and no one else.

So long didn't walked her home,
it feels different, not like the past.
And from the way he express his thoughts,
i'm sure he still loves her very much.

If somehow Ain is reading this,
i just want you to know that eventhough you & Fitri
are no longer together,
the love for you is always strong and will remain in his heart,
forever, and i'm sure of that.

And he's glad to have known such a wonderful
person like you, Ain.

I just Hope that god willing,
you guys will be back together,
happy as one again okay?
Let's hope. Heh.

That's it i guess.
So long, takecare! :D

With Love, Faarah.

2009-07-08T23:06:00.001+08:00

lol conversation between my lost buddy,fiq.

self unemployed says:
kau break gan ain?!

PiPiT JoY says:
ah

self unemployed says:
okay okay
Tuhan yang maha kuasa, apabila Dia hendak mengambilnya darimu, maka Dia akan melakukannya.
Allah Maha Kuasa.
ini semua takdir Tuhan.
bawak bertenang.
janganlah bersedih wahai manusia.

PiPiT JoY says:
sial ah kau fiq

self unemployed says:
maka kamu akan berjumpa dengan gadis yang lebih murni, suci, baik, sexy, dan mantap beb!
relax ah bro.
there are many girls out there.
tengok aku
masih single.

PiPiT JoY says:
haha
imy banget

self unemployed says:
gila llu
imy yoo tau nggak.
i miss buntut lu
tetek lu
badan lu
buto lu
segalanya tengtang lu i miss.
tapi lu kan miss ain
ya rabba al' ain.

PiPiT JoY says:
hahahahhahahahahahaha
mastura acam?
korang break brapa months ah?

self unemployed says:
9 months
dalam masa 9 months tu dia kandung anak kita.
fuck man
anw, cikgu mendaki sama? yang indie tu?

PiPiT JoY says:
no.matrep.
self unemployed says:
matrep mana sial?
mat rep anak syaitan?
lain cikgu eh?
PiPiT JoY says:
no.no.no.matrep gay joy.

self unemployed says:
wtf
cikgu same la ni?
PiPiT JoY says:
yeah

self unemployed says:
oh.

diet mat rep ke?
yang rape jiran aku yang hot sikit hari?
die kan yang rogol jiran aku yang hot tu
sial babi sundal die

PiPiT JoY says:
mat rep abis sia.masuk je pakai skinny baju topman + shades

self unemployed says:
kite bocorkan yamaha fino dier
jangan kasi chance

PiPiT JoY says:
rembat bdh

self unemployed says:
Masya'Allah
rembat, jangan tak rembat.

PiPiT JoY says:
dgr2 dia om punya

self unemployed says:
tapi shades die kasi aku.
is it.

PiPiT JoY says:
skinny pon

self unemployed says:
puki budak omega.
lan jiao ah nabe

PiPiT JoY says:
oi
aku on
om
haha

self unemployed says:
mintak kene pam je dengar name om
is it
oh man
sorry man
pai seh man
brader brader.
haha.

PiPiT JoY says:
ok
brader eh

self unemployed says:
aku ingat kau lakour?
haha

PiPiT JoY says:
ah then ku peng ast then merah,sakong,salahjambo,salahmasuk,salah tekan "oops"lift..
byk ah

self unemployed says:
HAHAAHAHAA
patot ah
asal tak masok RTC skali
kene mantat
hehehe
kidding man.
kau tak skolah ke besok.

PiPiT JoY says:
da la.ku masuk rc
rabak sia

self unemployed says:
haha
kau tak skolah besok?

PiPiT JoY says:
seoklah

self unemployed says:
ohh ok
this week go ah please
mendaki

PiPiT JoY says:
ok

self unemployed says:
sorry i never come
sick ah

PiPiT JoY says:
cnfrm

self unemployed says:
tmr also i not going school
if you dont go i no friend sia
you know right i loner
i sad you know.
i last time also like ain
then ain dont like me
cheh
kidding lah.
hahahha.
chill bro.

PiPiT JoY says:
i post dis at blog

self unemployed says:
post what?

PiPiT JoY says:
dis conver..

self unemployed says:
puki
jangan lah.

PiPiT JoY says:
haha

self unemployed says:
oi
sial lah.
malu sial.

PiPiT JoY says:
. . .

self unemployed says:
where to put my handsome face? alamak man
come on man.

PiPiT JoY says:
ok

self unemployed says:
wooo man.
woman
haha.

PiPiT JoY says:
ok

self unemployed says:
kau jangan ok ok
jangan sampai aku tau kau post.

TO FIQ:KU DA POST.HAHAHA.

2009-07-08T21:41:00.000+08:00

You have finally crossed d line.
hw am i going to face d world.

2009-07-06T23:13:00.002+08:00

Bagaimana hendak ku benci.
semakin benci semakin sayang.

2009-07-06T12:00:00.001+08:00

i wanna say something.
cant bear d consequences.
fuck.

2009-07-05T11:28:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,Fads,Qin,Amir and Me play street poker,
at sky garden.
wtf i lost my shirt and i only left my pants.
my beg,bangle all gone.
but in return after d game they give bck d stuff bck.
while oman went to d AYG thing.
then naz met us at sky garden.
naz wanted to go to Marina to buy his 3months wallet warranty.
haha.
then we told him go pasar mlm buy better.
he just smile.
then yaqin went off to city hall.
left Amir,Naz,Fads and me.
while we on our way to braddel we saw Man,gigs and z
naz planned go Bishan buy his wallet we all accompanied him.
we walked from Braddel to Bishan.
we stroll at bishan while naz search for his wallet.
and yet d wallet he find was not there.
so he trained up to mit Yaqin at city hall to buy wallet.
we can accompanied but we cant.
we wear soccer outfit.
lol.
its like u go to a malay funeral wearing formal clothes.
then we all walked back to kim keat to have a game of socccer.
i went off early to go to Obek's Ramli have a feast.
everything went smoothly,Alhamdulilah.
saw the twins,omg.
how cute were them.
if i have d chance......

2009-07-02T21:18:00.003+08:00

If not today 020709 could have been our 5th month,buut sad,we did'nt make it.
Even so ,just so you know,what we once had,might have been lost now,but one we did did'nt,that ourselve,as friends =).
Thanks for everything.
Its just that your smile recall back what we have twice.
I know we could'nt going through this again,although i wish it would.
thanks Nurain,thanks.

2009-06-27T19:23:00.002+08:00

when i read bck the post in the past,
shit sial.
haha.
im too emo.
fuck that fitri.
nw im change.
no more crying,stand up and hello girls.
haha.
my com got virus,cant on com.
for 3 weeks?.
nw i gt a chance to blog.
there are many things i do on holiday.
where should i start?
hrmm.
all my list on holiday planner is uncomplete.
1)go fishing.X
2)sentosa party.X
3)soccer kk.Completed
4)swimming.Completed
5)went out with gf.X.Before i knew its going to happen.
6)go out with friends.Completed.
7)slack.Completed.
8)study.X
9)project.X

yeah.

and i just make this quote in malay.
"cinta mula dengan senyuman,timbul dengan pergaduhan,dan seringkali berakhir dengan air mata"

and before i forgot,happy birthday to Rohaizan and Fadhil.
toddles.

2009-06-14T17:41:00.001+08:00

this song is dedicated to my ex. she knows who she is. enjoysing!

2009-06-14T15:30:00.002+08:00

after things turn down.
fuck.
i hate what im going through now.
i wish to let it go.
but i cant.
btw thanks my friends which help on dis situation.
had bruise all my legs and blood on my side face.
aaannndd btw i forgetting her already.
hope she's fine.
i just embarassed/dropwater face if i sms her to say dis big word "HI".hahaha.
pening sia.
Haz say "kau g tanyer je la,tk salah pe da kwn pe!"
Keciq sial say"tk payah la ,nanti kau sms dia dia fikir kau masih peduli tentang dia"
which one i wanna follow.
help me.
arggh.
imh?has friend,i swear.
and yeah happy belated birthday to Lenny.
may you happy always.
"akukntk invited"
aku tk heran eh.
hahahahahahaha.

2009-06-11T11:50:00.001+08:00

its over,again.
after we broke up things changed.
btw aku da hilang ain aku tk kisah.
aku tk nk hilang kwn...
okay =)

2009-06-05T20:32:00.002+08:00

got many things to say.

friends make my day a day.

haha.

things started to changed,

alot.

why do this happen.

can we like be again as last time.

can we?

im really got no way to go.

besides that june holiday sux.

june holiday or june school day.

been tired of in and out of sch.

exp:monday dnt 9-12.30.ss 3-4.30.

tired sia.

waaaaiiiiit.

did i just chat with him.

im crazy.

♂ ZiL™♂ Don't be sad. says:
sorry dude,i got tuition tomorrow.

pipitjoy says:
okay.

pipitjoy says:
btw gd luck for o's

pipitjoy says:
and2 kat sekolah tegur tau

pipitjoy says:
haha

♂ ZiL™♂ Don't be sad. says

ok.you want to treat me?

pipitjoy says:

tak tau malu=)

.....

fit kau gila.

2009-06-04T19:17:00.002+08:00

Monday went baby's crib to slack.
we walked from mampherson to gingseng road.
amirul wanted to see Gurkha's home place.
abt 7 leave there and i went to kim keat court to play soccer.
Shah make my night.
he very clumsy.
saw him at tv for joining anugerah.
he start to make a conversation

s:kau nmpk aku kat tv?

me:ah.

s:aku nyanyi sedap?

me:aku ckp terus terang eh shah,tak.

s:=)

me:tapi suara kau ori tak da mic sdap.

s:=)

then continue playing soccer.

Tuesday was my 4th month with baby=)
I and Sulaiman went to Uteh's hm to take something.
slack at whampoa and he tell me abt his pasrt at whampoa while waiting for Amirul and Ian.
then went off to kim keat court to enjoy soccer.
i play with really no mood on that there thanks to ____
went hm early to take a rest for tmrw dnt thing.

wednesday morning must wake early for dnt for n-level thing.
as usual start at 9 am and i went in at 10am.
very tired cause the day before watched prison break until late at night at com.
eat my breakfast and off to school.
saw Fads and Nithi at the gate and went together with them .
abt 11plus no oxygen so i and Fads went to Lor 7 market to buy oxygen.
yeah,satisfied sia.
then still got time to play poker at rc.
went inside like very late already.
finish went out to the rc.
togetehr with Ilyas,Quel,Dan,Fads and Amir.
chat for awhile.
then Fads and amir to Ian's house that beside my block to take guitar cause fads got session with his band.
went hm changed,eat and they waited below my block.
fads want to treat me and amir eat at fns.
so i accompany amir to his hm and off to fns while fads walk to fns.
lol.
eat bee fun (i think the name is right ah) with amir.
then when to fads crib cause he want to changed then off too roof.
while waiting for fads there are many things i do.very silly.
then at roof got gig,mans,zac.
slowly naz,nos,qin.
they went to have session.
waited for abt an hour then off from roof to kim keat court,again.
many people there.
then illyas came.
zul and mani.
play soccer.
got fight then settle.
haiquel came with his bike from hougang.
went hm.
prison break.
sleep.

today planned to talk to omans at central.
when i wana changed my head start to have star.
felt very dizzy then rest for awhile until i sleep.
wake up at 5plus.
then got 5missed call.
too tired to go out already.
sleep again..

2009-06-02T20:17:00.002+08:00

Bagaimana jikalau semua ini tak lagi bersama denganku.
ku berdoa agar dikau mengerti ku setia terhadap mu.

2009-06-02T19:18:00.002+08:00

susah hidup.
ada byk erti kwn bagi aku.
kawin boleh cerai
tunang boleh putus
"mataer" boleh break
kawan boleh BUSTED.

tentang kawan?
aha.
bagi aku kawan hanya menumpang gembira dan bila kita sedang sedih dia buak "dek" je.

tentang sahabat?
aha.
dia menumpang gembira dan apabila kita sedang sedih,dia ikut sedih,tetapi tidak begitu dalam sekali emosinya bukan seperti karib.

karib itulah maksud aku,aku mempunyai ramai kawan dan sahabat tetapi karib susah aku "label"kn.

favour ah korang jgn gadoh ah.aku sedih sia.aku nk kita bersatu.seperti dulu.aha.
twist finger.

2009-05-31T22:33:00.002+08:00

ITS ALL ABOUT YOU BOY!
ITS ALL ABOUT YOU!
WHY?!
WHY?!

2009-05-31T16:20:00.002+08:00

Did i do that?
cabut kompang went to gig with Fads and othman.
at f.a.d media.
we ate near arab street there and waited for Ragdoll show.
i wore selippar and went out with my legs hurt and there's stained of bllod at my toe.
and there was one girl who pointed her hand at my legs and start to
"eeh,kau tgk kaki bdk tuu,ehh ada darah.gerli"

LOL.

and yeah there was a fight.
aha.
"break yr fucking neck" strt.
can see everybody was in "fana" mood.
breakdown time and strt to work.
someone pushed in the pit and i ..
haha
yeah!!!

2009-05-29T22:23:00.001+08:00

2009-05-29T21:11:00.002+08:00

EH BOY !!
YOU WANT TO PLAY YOUR CHILDISH GAME ?
BRING IT ON !
SIKIT TAK GOYANG AH!

2009-05-25T21:16:00.002+08:00

thanks choke,bi and boh for making my leg working on saturday.
we walked from bendemeer to mustafa centre.
they want to buy some things at there,atlast that place didnot sell the things they wanted.
we stroll,oxygen talk rubbish.
then walked to lavender to beach road.
Then again,they did not sell the things they wanted.
take bus 100 drop to raffles hotel and walk to peni.
many ******.
wtf.
they buy then left a.s.a.p.
61 and drop at kallang.
chill for awhile then went back hometown.
home sweet home =)

Today
school as usual.
first time go sch early.
mit Fadhil.
oxygen.
p.e
soccer.
sleep.
tired.
today paitao soccer.
got match against Home United Under 17.
heard 1st half 6-O
went to nostalgia place.
"swing"
place "ting2"
want to play alypom not enough player.
went hm with Joe,haha.
then here i am.
blog.

ps:god help me to go through this obstacle.pls.

2009-05-22T22:14:00.003+08:00

i dont know what will happen to me.
failed most of the subject.
is there still chance for me to change?
is my path and step are right?
did i make the wrong move?
so stress nowadays after getting the result.
the result that i cant expected to see.
7/50?
how to go sec 5?
how to go ite?
how to live?
where's the shame?
i'll be packing my school holidays on books.
no more slacking.
no more soccer.
if failing by studying i dont mind.
atleast there's an effort.
BUT i dont.
i failed due of my lazy.
where's my pride?
dignity?
i changed for good.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Just nw went for friday prayers.
i was late.
many people getting to left the building already.
i just went in to pray for solat zuhur.
before one al-irsyad student pushed me.
still have my patience on me.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - -

"i pray so i'll be faithful to you allah"

ps:senyuman manis mu bagaikan bunga di taman indah menyerikan.

2009-05-17T16:19:00.002+08:00

just wake up at 4
yesterday was a day where i knew that i going to fly.
i felt very regret.
as we are on our way to roof around 7,we saw Khair Lo Kuan been "molested" by his called "friends" .
we reached roof and find a place to be in "action".
damburger 13.2.
the drink was ver heavy.
the gas was like alot.
many times vomit.
i feel my body is so light and try to fly.
i try to control and hid from everybody else.
however,i want to thanks Fadhil &Lenny for sending me hm until the front of my door.
appriciated it alot.

ps:promised guys.and to you ***.im very sorry.we are friends nw huh.***chilli!!!!
repent la fit sial aku.

2009-05-15T16:56:00.002+08:00

its over.
can i face it and let you go?
im trying but i cant.
the promise we have was a all a tale of our love story.
just hard for me to let you go,belo.
its start from you a name for me(belo) and nw used the word to another prople.
haha.
the joy we have and the pain we shared was always on my mind.
we cant push ourselve to go on.
maybe someday.
we can be attract again.
i wish so.
*twist my finger*
pls.
however,
i miss watching your smile together.
i miss waiting for you at stairs when we go out.
i miss going out with you.
i miss your "belo!"
i miss your mole.
i miss telling you my dumb jokes.
i miss together with you.
i miss holding hand with you.
i miss hugging with you.
i miss your smell(cologne)
i miss going back with you/sending you home.
i miss the times where we shared stories together
i miss eating at fns with you accompany me.
i miss the conversation aft eating at fns at the stairs.
i miss having yr advised for telling me right and wrong,and you correct me.
i miss having walk from F.P to bugis.
i miss the nostagia we have.
AND YES,I ADMIT I MISS YOU ALOT.
(remember the time where the bugis market was crowded,i walked into something place and you hold my hand for guidance,if not i'll lost there)
thanks Nurain Wirdawati for the love you give.

ps:the joy we have and the pain we shared will always on my mind

2009-05-15T16:47:00.000+08:00

2009-05-13T21:46:00.002+08:00

when im doing my examinations i always thinking of you.
when im out playing soccer i always thinking of you.
when im at hm i always thinking of you.
when im at roof always thinking of you.
when im on my way home i always thinking of you.
imy alot la belo.

2009-05-11T23:31:00.002+08:00

what hurst the most.
rascal flatts.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin'
ItIt's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to doOoohhh....

2009-05-11T22:47:00.002+08:00

why.why.why.

2009-05-11T22:44:00.000+08:00

sad
='(
sad,sad,sad,sad,sa

2009-05-11T13:02:00.000+08:00

2009-05-11T11:42:00.002+08:00

Happy mother's day.
Ily very much.
two days of misery.
ouch!
today plan.

1)went out with bby to buy things for my mum.

2)play soccer.

3)go hm,study for awhile.

4)midnite soccer game.

5)midnite maggi.

6)midnite sleep.

7)exam.

8)sleep.

9)wake up,soccer.

.where the dots dont stop.

2009-05-04T22:30:00.002+08:00

just nw play soccer with them.
many teams are there.
that boy,yeah you.
soccer is to enjoy with the ball,not with the leg.
am i right?
my leg hurt,u ignored my expression and feeling.
the ball was 4 feet away from me and u kick my leg instead of the ball,wait..so u trying to say that u kicked my leg from a 4feet away ball.
haha,faggot like you.
it seemed like nothing happen.
well,yr life.
and to Fatin,i really2 sorie.
it was dark,didnot see u there and i kick the ball "unaccidentally" and "coincidently" hit yr face.
mid year start.
eng paper1 was okay.
tmr study day.
and i almost forget.
happy belated birthday to Nurul Huda Bte Samsuri.
may u have strength and good health to achieve what u want.
we,us are like the climber of the mountain.
we climb and climb.
to achive when we are in the peak of the mountain.
when we stuck in the obstacles we are like the one i ensuring in the blog that FAGGOT.

2009-05-03T19:50:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulilah,it as a sucessful wedding ceremony.

For Bunny(his nickname) and Kak Eda.

the theme colour black and green.

saw Hamis play kompang,haha,with the outfit he wear.

he look so "smart".

then we chit-chat.

brought him to behind the place for oxygen.

he was like,"jauh pegy,takut eh".

my father give a sidelong glance.

haha.

probably the whole thing was fun,fun,fun.

I am filled with exhilaration.

2009-05-02T18:29:00.002+08:00

happy 3months for me and bby.

haha.

mit her for awhile just nw.

and yeah.

imhsm.

and yeah that faggot.

shut ur mouth before i chinsaw to your hair.

yeah.

looking forward to kak eda's wedding later adn tmr.

Bedok here i go.

ily.

siap lah nanti kat kak eda's wedding.

"itam,kuning dan merah"

"kami sungai road punya"

"a ah a ah "

PHANTOM KIA.

2009-04-29T21:46:00.004+08:00

i know it was my fault .
i WAS jealous
it was shown but you didnt noticed,that was only once and you know what i''ve gone throught it more than once and it hurts,
i wasnt happy,
i cried inside but you cudden sense it .
and then you left without saying anything, left with someone else in the opp gender
someone close
how do you think i felt, huh.
something bad nearly happened.
btw midyear next week.
cn concentrate with this situation?
DUUH.
put aside,study.
yeah.

2009-04-26T20:17:00.002+08:00

Ungu
Andai Ku Tahu lyrics

Andai ku tahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Ku akan memohon
Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku
Andai ku tahu
Kapan tiba masa ku
Ku akan memohon Tuhan jangan kau ambil nyawaku
Aku takut akan semua dosa2ku
Aku takut dosa yang terus membayangiku
Andai ku tahu
MalaikatMU kan menjemputku
Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat padaMU
Aku takut akan semua dosa2 ku
Aku takut dosa yang terus membayangiku
Ampuni aku dr segala dosa2 ku
Ampuni aku menangis ku bertaubat padaMU
Aku manusia yang takut neraka
Namun aku juga tak pantas disyurga
Andai ku tahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat padaMU

2009-04-19T20:58:00.002+08:00

saturday was a tired day for me and bby.
we walked frm orchard to bugis.
eat long john john at centerpoint.
there were tears and joy.
sad.
pass by taman warisan.
i asked one of the mak cik who sell dikir barat stuff.

me:cik,ada jual anak rebana?

cik:tak da,kita jual set.ibu rebana and anak dgn kayu.

me:ok.tk pe.terima kasih.

then walked out.
near zam-zam saw Kevin and his gf.
talk for awile.
then when we crossed at bugis market,met sulaiman,azreen and zul.
we was shocked.
sit for awhile the haiquel and ian arrived.
then bby and i off to bugis market to find something for my mum.
then off to toa payoh.
lpak.
then we sleep for awile at stairs.
then off hm.
tired la oii!!

thanks bby for accompany me for the day .
ily bby.

2009-04-17T20:59:00.002+08:00

yes!
todae gt sport carnival.
mit bby first before going stadium.
pass by whampoa.
the place very gloomy.
reached got anthem.
shocked that i must run,naz never come got fever.
hope he's fine nw.
then prepared cause aft international turned is 4x100 inter class,and that us.
i strech2.
1st runner(amin),2nd runner(haiquel)3rd runner(me,haha)4th runner(rhz).
wei.
we got FIRST.
timing 53 sec.
we all run like DOG.
"wof"
but total we lost timing to 4e3.
we got siver.
nvm.
then bby run for 4x100 girls for her class,cute gyler.
hope cn control time,take pic ke.
hope bibi fine.
she asthma i guess.
then went to hospital.
later on finish,all malay dancers go wild2 wet including bby.
and yeah nearly gt fight.
at first at the toilet stadium they want to give my friend(canot tell,people identity,faked nama"a"),then all go down waiting for them to give "a",we standby if they give "a" we give them back.
then mr murthy come stop.
then at the stadium,they stared us all.
we chill.
they tell us that they want to talk with us outside stadium.
esai goreng.
then we ready already,kena stop by dm again.
but settle already.
then we want to go eat at f&S.
crowded.
i and amir go KFC,org kaya dpt gaji.
haha.
then kamal and zaki came.
join.
then go swing take wind.
kamal go hm.
then zakie tired wann sleep.
he ajak us naik cab (=
he talk2 wit5h taxi driver.lol.
then zaki take my medal and show driver.

zaki:uncle i tired i run 100 m

driver:wahh!get what?

zakie:gold la.

driver:whats the timing

zaki:8sec

driver:wahh,u win w.r time already.

zaki:really ah?

haha.
zaki anyhow soot onli.
then he still talk with driver.
then the driver stop me and amir at my house.
amir wait for donstair while i changed.
then go down go his crib.
sleep.
then go cenral.
got called frm haiquel.
then 7plus go hm.
then go somewhere.
go hm rest and rest.
gt time then blog.
and yeah,imy baby.

ily.
see you tmrw rite sayyang.

2009-04-16T20:41:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA
should i or should not?
i just don't know the answer.
drastic way to ask me

bob cdm:pit nk join cdm pe?

me:cnfrm pe?

bob cdm:kau main org kawin atau cc.

me:aku tgk dulu ada exam,apa2 picit kau.

bob cdm:cpt! nk ada com.commitment oi!

me:k,tc aku gan belajar.

step study only.
at court,lpak got ah.
haha.
happiest day of my lyfe.
todae go stadium,they practice running.
watch them run.
then all go maac.
i.naz,fadhil,amir,kamal and yaqin go court.
waiting for Zaki and aslam.
say 7.30 reach,atlast 8.
then they all N.T student go sch gt barbeque.
Yaqin and Fadhil muka selamber,msk je.
i and naz outside chilling.
then i rush hm due for hungryness.
eat.
blog.
and yeah.
i gt called frm bob cdm again.
hahahahaha.
happy siol.

2009-04-13T20:23:00.002+08:00

to:_______

just piss out with you.
you see that i got a smile on my face.
inside?
try to control my emotions at class.
yet i failed,reason to the toilet to let out my emotions.
just felt it.
is it soon
or
is there time.
if there are time i dont want to waste my time crying for you.

signing off
fitri

2009-04-12T20:29:00.002+08:00

friday was unprepared day.
haha.
go for friday prayers pernormal,but dis time at Muhajirin mosque.
the place was like a nostalgia for me where theft of selipars are told.
haha.
old stories.
yeah.
during mardrasah time.
tears like wanna drop its been a long,way too long i as mardrasah there.
after prayer.
it was started to raining heavily.
must mit her at 3.15.
and the time was like 2.15.
just go out with amir while the others salam the person who i unexpected to see and hate to see.(sempat hujan2 ehk)
while we running towards 1 block for shelter,gt 1 young man who drove mitsubishi car stop us and told us to get in give us a ride.
i was like smiling in the rain.
get inside talk2.
send us at braddel mac.amir wanted to eat.
then we walked to block merah wait for the others .
rush hm,frm braddel walked to kim keat.
and its raining heavily,i can see the drain was puked out from the water.
my clothes are wet.
reached hm around 3.
got a fast bath.
reached stairs,she was there.
was late.
go eat.
then waited Raudhah below one block near her house.
we waited Younos and Amirul at stairs.
then they went off.
then waited Amir and go naz crib.
Zul called.
tired.
go hm.
sleep.

SATURDAY
________

Well dressed go cikgu Liza kendarat .
Mit them at stairs,Fadhil,Yaqin and Zan.
We inside train Younos told us to wait.
late already we inside,then saw Amin inside train.
i slept in the train.
Frm TPY to Lakeside.
woo.
Reached there saw Haiquel.
Sulaiman still sleeping,haha.
Cikgu Liza was there already.
Headed there.
the place not too far frm Lakeside mrt station.
go there work2.
getting praised frm many people.
haha.
go off at 6pm.
got $$.
we take bus instead of mrt.
we waited for bus number 154 abt half and hour.
6.30
i saw at the bus board it will take 65 stations frm lakeside to toa payoh,pass by tpyh.
nasib double decker.
all go up ,and we all sleep at the back.
i woke up and strt to make noise.
each tpyh around 7.45
drop down after p.a.
walk to central go mac eat.
go hm.
sleep

imy.

2009-04-09T23:18:00.002+08:00

Berikut merupakan keputusan peringkat saringan, mengikut kedudukan urutan markah.
1st Si Anak Seni 422.5
2nd Yenbo Je 382
3rd Keris 3754th
Andika 374.55th
Cdm 360.56th
W.U.D.K.S. 349.57th
Durbar Dua 338.58th
Tanjak Taulan 3289th
Paduka 327.510th
Panjy 325.511th
Dendang Mutiara 316.512th
Balqis 31313th
Adiratna 301.514th
AC Ilsapudih 293.515th
Rajawali 257.5

congrats cdm dpt msk peringkat akhir.
rajawali nvm try next competition.

2009-04-09T22:48:00.002+08:00

things changed.
sad and unexpected day.
cant really control my emotions.
bare with it.
hope things changed for the good.
..
first time blogged with a moddy mood.
='(

2009-04-08T20:11:00.002+08:00

todae very2 sick.
gt asthma early in the morning.
nasib bring asthma kit.
yeah2.
faeezal's hp lost or what should i say left behind.
beylo!.
he and me go find.
go up go down.
pnt gyler.
and yeah,we miss 1half period of geog.
asthma again.
sakit gyler.
then rest.
last two period teacher never come.
rest again.
aftr sch,gt mass cca.
gate closed.
i wanted to go hm rest,teacher tak kasi.
and my asthma kit nk abis.
alah.
then gt 1 bus come inside our sch,amirul and i rush out.
naughty ehk.
then haiquel called.

haiquel:kau kt ne?

me:aku otw g whampoa beli ice-cream.

haiquel:favour trn sekolah,kita ada match lwn acs(parker) tak cukup player.

me:ok,alik dari whampoa aku alik gan amir siap.

haiquel:thanks.

amirul and i rush hm.
and yeah,forget to bring jersey.
beng.
canot play first half.
2nd half then play,b4 tat i used my last kopek asthma spray.
then finish already.
play2.
last min my asthma start again.
i used emergency 1 tat is blow to plastic.
still canot.
tahan2.
then da okay.
go hm rest.
then blog.
yeah2.

Congrats to FTPSS MALAY DANCERS receiving GOLD for their syf.
yeah!!

ily all.
and ue,baby!

2009-04-06T19:34:00.000+08:00

Baby, you know that I miss you
I wanna get wit you tonight,
But I can't my baby girl,
And that's the issue,
Girl you know I miss you,
I just wanna kiss you,
But I can't right now,
So baby kiss me thru the phone(Kiss me thru the phone)
,I'll see you later on (later on)
,Kiss me thru the phone,(Kiss me thru the phone)
,See you when I get home (I get home)
.Baby I know that you like me
,Your my future wifey
,Soulja Boy Tell 'Em (yeah),
You can be my Bonne
,I can ya Clyde
,You can be my wife,
Text me, call me
, I need you in my life,
Yeah, all that, everyday I need ya
,And everytime I see ya
,My feelings get deeper
,I miss youI
miss youI really wanna kiss you but I can't....
6 7 8 triple 9 8 2 1 2

2009-04-06T19:14:00.001+08:00

wrong post the last sentence.
paisey =@
maybe i received nothing i wanted,but i received everything i NEEDED.
haha.
ily,Nurain Wirdawati.

2009-04-06T18:51:00.002+08:00

Today was a tiring day for me.
eat medicine,at class gone sia.
sleep.
recess Fir face blood.
kena whack.
then eat hor fun.
sleep,AGAIN.
go hm,then sempat eat again.
go out saw them.
ady all
yea mimi.
settle the problem.
ribut sia.
then go hm change.
bayar duit library.
lpak.
saw adrian and kelvin all arcade.
go mac eat.
saw boi dan.
talk to hym.
and yeah imy.
malay dance.
go ! go!
win medal.
lol.

maybe i never received what i wanted,but i received everything i wanted.
ily=)

2009-04-05T17:57:00.001+08:00

it was fun yesterday.
they went for bandong day.
and we went for breezer day.
drag.
woi.
sorry.
will not doing again.
i swear.

2009-03-24T20:37:00.002+08:00

Todae was mendak day.
yeah pernormal Grates do her "rountine" by check people hair.
yeah ie was caught,my hair short already ,stiill kena.
idk why.

afternoon gt reherseal.
dikir.
play okay2 ah.
and then our dikir boys go poked at the last tepok seuluh
"a ah a ah,duduk d jln besar tengkorak mata merah,a ah a ah phantom kia".
yeah,gt bad comment frm principal and displine master.
fuck shit ah.
hey need chinese and indian in dikir.
we tried bit no ones want to join.
tak kisah psl tat ah.
but the principal enqirements to sing 1 eng song and 1 malay song,she say dont need "ala ewa"
kita mengamuk sia.
where gt lidat.
its a rountine and traditionnal to sing ala ewa in the last part.
we gaduh2.
still waiting fir the answer.
oh yeah,baby.
hope ur good.
pity ue tat u r sick.
im sad.
haha.

(si anak ulul azmi telah kembali setelah lama pergi dan akan berjanji akan memperisaikan seni)

(sedap tak sedap bukan utam akan panji tebuh menjadi satu suara)

2009-03-23T20:53:00.000+08:00

We are the ones, we are the warriors
We are the ones who fight for our right
We fight alone, and yet we get what we want
We love the battle and we will die for a cause
We are the warriors of time
And we will fight, 'till the day that we die
And we will live, for the battle and for the people
And they will tell all the stories about the Warriors of time
We are the warriors of time

2009-03-23T20:05:00.004+08:00

pictures of my birthdae.

there many more.

lazy to upload.

hahaha.

2009-03-22T13:23:00.002+08:00

Gt called from Faeezal on saturdae morning at his pondok.
talk2.
go oxygen.
hahaha.
he teman me go and take care of my valuables when i in action.
soccer.
haha.
i played stopper.
ie play tired seyh,how not,ie and amirul play tight defence.
we lost in first half.
lost 2-1.
due to my pain in my ankle.
i rest,and wathcehd them paly in 2nd half.
they played quick good.
then popiah tired sub wif me,we won 5-4.
then finish soccer faeezal need to go hm cause he need to go to his grandmother house early.
then amirul and yaqin bring me to 1 shop near my sch bought me egg choc thingy for my birthdae present.
woo.
thks.
cost $1_ _ _
haha.
nvm.
tehn lpak at rc for awhile before going hm change to go out wif baby.
oh yeah we kena screen by police,i saw the car and quickly throw my oxygen thingy away.
haha.

Then go hm.
wiat baby at stairs at 2pm.
ie was early as normal.
haha.
bedek syh aku.
Then saw Younos ,ask him he wait for who,he say ,he gt session.
ouh.
then baby and i go faiz plaza .
walk2 and stroll2.
ie go up Faiz palza fourt floor want to oxygen.
then the paper write "NO smoking here,fined $3000
I was like ,
OMG.
haha.
in my heart want to langgar or not ah ?
i was like ,tak nak ah.
baby agreed .
and =).
haha.
ilh smile.
then go walk2,
then near smyth hotel start to rain.
we stuck at the shelterpass neat the hotel.
wait there abt 30 mins or more?
haha.
si beylo tuu lah dont want to go,scared of rain ie think=)
BENG.
Wait2 still raining then we realised that on the side gt shelter.
haha,abit onlie ah,then walk 5 steps y=tehn kena rain.
apa aje.
then mendak go amk hub at 4 plus.
oh yeah i left my ice-lemon tea bottle at the on top of the redemption card machine .
i was sad for awhile.
then reach amk hub saw Akhira.
Tegur then she say
"siapa nie?"
Ie was like malu.
haha.
then go talk2 wig baby stroll2.
haha.
the somebody called baby,the she straight away to teeamn her go botanic garden see swarn,ie was like okay.
then go bck toa payoh,wait for bus number 105.
then saw Brandon and gf,and told me abt Saktivel.
Saktivel was in coma and doc say he no hope.
Pity him.
then reached botanic grden.
walk very far seyh,then the place is the place where "Putri Omera" held there shhoting.
cool shit,huh.
the place was like all green.
bit spooky also.
reach the place we go to the b.g stage.
ie saw many people.
then alih2 go in .
"happy birthdae to ue"
WTH.
IE WAS LIKE OMG.
they dont forget my birhday.
Got
christopher,raudhah,lenny,rozianah,syahirah,kamal,naz,zaki,fadhil,yaqin.
Then we eat cake all.
thx guys,
oh yeah,me and Kamal cut the cake cause his birthdae also.
oh yeah,when ie was eating the cake rozianah put cake on my face so does Kamal ken by Lenny.
we take many2 pictures.
The place was like difficult to Oxygen.
haha.
go inside lah there.
then sulaiman and zakir come at 6plus.
they play games all.
then i take a walk wif baby,then smell smythk nice pusing alik.
bylo syeh kita.
then Haiquel and Yan came.
many people seyh.
good.
they played song for me.
Younos was like emoing idk , why.
talk2.
then sulaiman sing "Nur Ain song"
i was like touch.
haha.
then they play true and and dare.
i kena kiss by baby.
haha.
Zakir kena kiss by Syahirah.
haha.
at 9plus bby and me go hm we wlk,the place was like dark gyler already and knw one sia.
scared syeh.
tehn ie realised i forget somethyink and ie stopped,bby scared she thought ie see symtk.
haha.
bylo.
then go back the place take my present from Zaki.
Thx.
Selipar volcom siol.
haha.
then ask Haiquel to accompany ask wif zakit until b,g gate.
yeah,gt this place where we must throught 1 huge forest.
then give them 1 stick as thank you.
bby hold my hand kuat2,penakut.
close her eyes all.
then we wait for bus damn slow.
we take taxi.
mit baby's family salam2 at tpy.
then ie mm family pulak waiting for me at OCH(old chang kee)
oh yeah ie forhet,baby give me present she say to open it at hm onlie.
ie was like okay.
tehn my parents wanna go makan,then many people.
tak jadi.
go hm watch 'Pontianak harum sundal malam3"
hahaha.
Then see bby present,cantik seyh the shirt she bought for me.
ily=).
thanks ue all.
nvr no prsent for me the present that ue all enjoy together and celebrate together wif me.
i love ue guys.

=)

ily,ain lala.
(the joy we have the pain we share will always on my mind XD.

2009-03-21T06:23:00.001+08:00

Kasih.. maafkan diriku
Banyak dosaku padamu
Tidak terhitung jari jemari daku
Tak dapat dibilang bagai bintang beribu
Sukarnya diriku menebus kekhilafan yang lalu
Kasih..
engkau tak bersalah
Hanya hatiku yang buta
Tulus dan ikhlas kau korban jiwa raga
Dan tanpa belas ku buat kau kecewa
Ku tahu dirimu sukar melupakan segalanya
Tiga malam tanpa bintang
Dan diriku dihimpit penyesalan
Arah tuju kian fana
Kerna hilangnya manira
Bagaikan siang diselubung gerhana
Kembalikan senda tawa
Pulangkanlah manis disenyum manja
Ku pahatkan keinsafan
Dan patrikan kesetiaan
Sehingga nadi menafikan nyawa
Kasih..
maafkan diriku
Banyak dosaku padamu
Tidak terhitung jari jemari daku
Tak dapat dibilang bagai bintang beribu
Sukarnya diriku menebus kekhilafan yang lalu
Kasih..
engkau tak bersalah
Hanya hatiku yang buta
Tulus dan ikhlas kau korban jiwa raga
Dan tanpa belas ku buat kau kecewa
Ku tahu dirimu sukar melupakan segalanya

2009-03-21T06:12:00.002+08:00

i cant sleep.
wake up blog .
haha.
i feel very restless,nvm later gt soccer.
gt exercise.
yeah.
yesterdae was fun.
my parents bought me LG Cookies.
woo!!
my neighbours ,thx for the seol garden.
beng.
and to ue ,todae huh.
still waiting.
byes.

ily,baby.

2009-03-20T10:27:00.002+08:00

sorry readers,been so long never update due to long sickness.
haha.
yesterday sleep at Adi crib.
oh yeah.
i miss her,although she thinks the opposite way.
what we want sometimes cant't get,and what we dont want it gets.
life ah life.
rubbish lah.
Yesterdae gt bengkel.
mendak.
2 daes ,yeah.
tmr gt soccer,then mendaki.
Yeah tmrw (FTPSS VS TOK YAM FAMILY)
What a waste we were through to quarter-final,end up lost to St Gab(4-0)
(Tournament group)
GROUP STAGE
FTPSS VS QUEENSWAY
(2) (2)
SGSS VS BENDEMMER
(3) (1)
FTPSS VS SGSS
(3) (3)
QUEENSWAY VS BENDEMMER
(3) (0)
QUEENSWAY VS SGSS
(1) (3)
FTPSS VS BENDEMMER
(4) (1)

Got through for 2nd round.
FTPSS VS BEATTY
(2) (1)
FTPSS VS KENTRIDGE
(2) (2)
FTPSS VS ST GABRIEL
(0) (4)

our destiny to reach the top of the mountain were failed.
we were the first ftpss batch to go to the 2nd round.

ily =)

2008-12-05T23:08:00.002+08:00

Todae was fun !!
hahas .
go braddel wait for ayu , bby and sufis .
lama nya .
haha .
then drop down at orchard then walk2 to bugis .
it take 45mins to reach there , for the stop buy drinks and all .
hrmms .
well not fun , bby need to go hm b4 5 .
then ie like tell how to chill atlast go hm at 6plus .
hahas .
feel like go bck b4 i heard the bady news .
hrmms .
very the sad .
well will update more .
im kinda sad .

2008-12-05T01:33:00.002+08:00

todae was fun lah .
hahas .
wake up late , then i saw Addy beside me with adik .
then he ask me whether want to follow hym to Ica to collect passport .
then go lahs .
then cal auntie Huda , then she at Lavender .
then go together with her take passport .
then the tiredness came when we go to the enquires counter to ask detail to collect passport .
then the person said ue cant collect passport unless ue give back your old passport back .
then Addy like very the marah already , msu patah the balik (singlish)
hahas .
we go back , nasib he drive .
hahas .
then go bck , settle already , go Centerpoint at Orchard to collect Set box for starhub thing .
then go eat2 at mac .
go slack at Addy crib .
talk2 play guitar .
eat2 .
go back he sent .
then go bck his crib , adik wanna go .
aiyoo .
hahas .
then go back .
see SENARIO .
hahas .
the ie login in msn .
saw , Nadiah , my fwen , hahas .
alih2 said "oi link aku lah!"
apadah , hie tak da .
hahas .
then tell her abt culture , ie think she still dont undertsand .
hahas .
the conver tat make me shock and mcm nk sembahyang je

N A D I A H . says:
wow!
N A D I A H . says:
omg!
N A D I A H . says:
is te sun risinf from the west?!
N A D I A H . says:
*the
N A D I A H . says:
*rising
pipit joy says:
huh ?
N A D I A H . says:
nthng
N A D I A H . says:
haha
pipit joy says:
i thought its goin to be doomsday
pipit joy says:
ue make me go shock
N A D I A H . says:
oh really?!

hahas .
yeah , so long never see her .
yeah .
now still chatting with her .
tc readers .

2008-11-28T21:24:00.002+08:00

Be our next batch of "Young Protectors" !!!
Home United Football Club's Centre of Excellence (COE) Under-16 Trials: (*Do note there are no trials for U-18 & Prime League teams*)
Date: 16th, 17th & 18th December 2008Time: 8.30am Venue: Ang Mo Kio Secondary School (6 Ang Mo Kio St 22)Bus services: 13, 74, 76, 88, 132, 165, 169, 851Nearest MRT Station: Ang Mo Kio MRT Trialist eligibility: Singapore males born between 1993 and 1994 only - read more>>
Yeah!!!!!
Be our next batch of "Young Protectors" !!!
Important note:
1) All trialists are to bring their own training attire (jerseys, shorts, socks, boots and shin pads are compulsory).
2) Trialist must put on shoes when reporting for the trials (no slippers or sandals are allowed in the school premises).
3) No tints, highlights or coloured hair is allowed. Those with outlandish hairstyles will not be allowed to participate in the trial sessions.
4) No earstuds or any other forms of body modification are allowed during the trials sessions.
5) Do not bring any valuable items as there will be no lockers provided during the trial sessions.
6) Please have a light breakfast before going for the trial sessions..
Please call Hairil Amin at 81617759 or Philippe Aw at 97478439 for further enquiries.

(will go for the the trial , cross my finger get in to the club =D , wiss me luck everyoneXD)

2008-11-26T17:40:00.002+08:00

-Sorry never been updating , gt assinments to do -

2008-11-25T19:35:00.002+08:00

Bad day for me todae .
Have not settle yet the things on .
Baby meet ace , her ex .
Her ex ???
What a good bf , giving her chance to meet her ex .
Hahas .
Well waste $4 for cab .
Haiz .

2008-11-17T20:57:00.000+08:00

Its sad for me to hear crying on the phone .
Baby , i will be goin for two days .
I will miss you .
ILY, INDAAH=D

2008-11-17T10:56:00.002+08:00

I miss my bby Indaah =(
Well the story goes when yesterday she text me tat her friend Dorna dont want me to tag along
for today seeing her result , heart broken like wat seyh , cause Dorna said tat its a girl outing . And the best part is todae Dorna cannot come for the outing cause oh her personnal reason .LOL . But i promised my mate to play soccer together at Punggol todae aft received the test from baby . Alamak , clashed . Cant blame her all . Nvm , we still can meet.
Ily:INDAAH .

2008-11-17T09:57:00.001+08:00

Lyrics Avenged Sevenfold - Seize The Day lyrics

2008-11-17T09:55:00.001+08:00

Avenged Sevenfold - Seize The Day lyrics LyricsMode.com

My blog lyrics song , sing along , bloggersXD

2008-11-17T09:51:00.000+08:00

Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lostIt's empty, and cold without you here, too many people to Ache overI see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with timeBut I'm too young to worryThese streets we travel on will undergo our same lost pastI found you here, now please just stay for a whileI can move on with you aroundI hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is doneWe both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave youI see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with timeBut I'm too young to worry a melody, a memory, or just one Picture .Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lostIt's empty, and cold without you here, too many people to Ache overNewborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live InNo longer needed here so where do we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of Death? But girl, what if there is no eternal life? I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with timeBut I'm too young to worry.Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lostIt's empty, and cold without you here, too many people to Ache overTrials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna Die alone without you here, Please tell me what we have is realSo, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again? Woodward, so I never want to leave you, and the memories of Us to seeI beg don't leave meSeize the day, or die regretting the time you lostIt's empty, and cold without you here, too many people to Ache overTrials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna Die alone without you herePlease tell me what we have is realSilence you lost me, no chance for one more day.I stand here aloneFalling away from me, no chance to get back home

2008-11-17T09:46:00.006+08:00

Some pics taken on Ain reciteing .

2008-11-15T09:23:00.005+08:00

Zan and me

meXD

HAHA

Today will be goin to be fun . Ain recite AL-QURAN .

Fun and exciting can meet my cuzzin , ohyahs almost forget they are not my cousin

they are my aunties and uncles , ROWFLS . And bad thing to bby go Johor , cannot sms her .

Basically i need to wake up early due to tc of my sis and early to go to Ain crib . Then go out for a while with

Rhz , go breakfast , tat he treat , LOL . why seyh todae he so gila , i think due his gf go New Zealand , hahas .

What he say girlsick . Hahas . Some pics .

2008-11-14T16:03:00.006+08:00

ILY BABYXD

The small path i go to masjid Rahimah B .

Waiting for 232 , very the slow , until 3 238 buss pass sia . Waiting and waiting then come . Then at bus

stand plak , many peolple , the worst when the bus stop infront of pcpss , many student board the bus

, i very frust sia , then 4 chinese boys play soccer ball at bus , then the ball hit my leg , then .....

CONVERSATION

Me:Cb , want to kena whack ah .

the boy:sorry brother(not sincerely face , like sarcastic)

Me:Brother wat , since when i marry yr sister .

the boy:whha , funny sia .

Me:I whack you here then you know(with angry face)

Then the boy quiet , haha , but i also scare ah , ada je , i alone and they 4 people . When i dropped bus

i show middle finger , haha , kekek seyh . Hahas .And the time is 11.36 , still gt time meet baby then go pray .

Then walk go Amin house my cig , smoke togethet , chit-chat 10 mins , baby call .

Meet her 99b , go walk 2 then talk below block , talk2

Talk2 until forget the time , and i look , hey its 1.10 .

Da late go pray , then sempat bebual agy , hahas

Many people call ,

Younos:Kau kat ane .

Me:Aku otw g masjid

Younos:ok

Me:Aku da brapa tapak masuk masjid , kau masuk dulu , okay ?

Younos :Ok aku masuk gan diorang semua , apa2 jumpa kat masjid.

Padahal that time me still chit chat , lol . Then finish talk to baby , go

walk like jauh , then got bus stop . And the best thing is the bus stop dont have bus number

139 , then i need to go interchange again . lol . Amin arghs , give wrong info .

Then at bus tau , Amirul cal me

AMIRUL;Kau kat ne nie ?

Me:Aku kat masjid , nak ambik air sembahyang .

AMIRUL:Dgr2 kat bus ada bunyi ezlink tap pe .

Me:Orang punya ring tone lah .

AMRUL:Apa2 jumpa kita kat pondok biasa .

Me:Ok .

When i reach there , many people da finish pray , my friend all wait there .

Then i go one big turn , then ack like aft finish pray , then go there .

Rohaizan;Kau asl lama sia kat masjid ?

me;sembahyang sunat lah

Rohaizan;Oh .

Haha . Kena "zank" , then go lpak jap then i , younos and Rohaizan , eat at fork and spoon .

Haha , talk2 . Sing2 . LOL . Reach , Fs , Zan and me eat chicken rice , Younos eat , noodles .

Then finish talk2 . Then walk to Rhz house , chit chat , hydrogen .

lol .

Then blog .

LOL .

(UNCOMPLETE MISSION)

*Go pray .

So sad seyh .

2008-11-14T09:54:00.002+08:00

Hey .
Plan for today .
1)Meet baby XD at 11.15
So long never meet , it been 4 days , but for its like 4 years .
Hahas . Well , wish we last , no expiry in our relationship , we both promise ,
who neglect the promises , will be punish by treating the person who holds the promise , by belanja
lunch and movie . Kecohkan .LOLs .

2)Go prayer aft meeting babyXD (Plan reach Masjid at 1.15 , aft ceramah)XD
Well must go pray tau , like wat mawi say "Dunia2 , akhirat2"
Hahas , aft meeting her , go stairs , wait for kamal , then we take bus number 139
go Rahimah B or many people prefferd it called Masjid Kebu Limau . then meet others like .
Naz , Amir , Yaqin ,Rhz , Fadhil ,Sulaiman,Fatdil oopsXD .

3)Aft pray go lunch at SHARIFAH 24 HOUR INDIAN FOOD .(at 2.15)
Well , been along time we never hit the gerai , cause we bz , got training s ,
the last we go there is b4 fasting month . Then me chit-chat , hydrogen ?LOL .
Leave the place at 3 ?

4)Then go lpak until tired . Suspect go yut house .
Go hm sleep .

PS(TMR GO NENEKS NN HOSUE , AIN RECITE AL-QURAN . JGN MALU2 , UP2 ON THE WAY)

2008-11-13T22:06:00.001+08:00

Ue at where ?
I text never reply .
Very worry seyh .
Da 4 daes tak meet .
IMY .
Why pp8 low .
Haiz .
ily:INDAAH BABYXD

2008-11-13T21:31:00.000+08:00

[O]nly[M]alay[E]nter[G]ang[A]ssciation

2008-11-13T17:20:00.001+08:00

Well attch liao .
Hahas .
With my dearest IndaahxD .
Btw thanks to Nurul , my aunt for the nice blogskin .
ILYA!!!
Still counting .

2008-06-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

"♠ ♥ ♣ ♦ wE mAde OuR pArEntS wOrriEd cAuSe wE wAntEd tHe nOtOriOs tyPe Of glOry. nOw cRiMiNaL aNd gAngStEr iS tHe nAmE wE cArry. tiLL nOw wE nEvEr feLt rEgrEt Or sOrry. tHaNk gOd it'S juSt A pAge Of OuR liFe sToRy. ♠ ♥ ♣ ♦"
[T]o [J]ust [R]espect

2008-04-03T19:48:00.001+08:00

Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya RahimKau ampunilah dosa ku yg telah ku perbuat Kau limpahkanlah aku dengan kesabaran yg tiada terbatas Kau berikanlah aku kekuatan mental dan fisikal Kau kurniakanlah aku dengan sifat keredhaan Kau peliharalah lidahku dari kata-kata nista Kau kuatkanlah semangatku menempuhi segala cabaranMu Kau berikanlah aku sifat kasih sesama insan Ya Allah Sekiranya sahabat ku ini adalah pilihan Mu diArash Berilah aku kekuatan dan keyakinan untuk terus bersamanya Sekiranya sahabat ku ini adalah sahabat yg akan membimbing tanganku dititianMu Kurniakanlah aku sifat kasih dan redha atas segala perbuatannya Sekiranya sahabatku ini adalah bidadari untuk ku di Jannah Mu Limpahkanlah aku dengan sifat tunduk dan tawaduk akan segala perintahnya Sekiranya sahabatku ini adalah yang terbaik untukku di DuniaMu Peliharalah tingkah laku serta kata-kataku dari menyakiti perasaannyaSekiranya sahabat ku ini jodoh yang dirahmati oleh Mu Berilah aku kesabaran

2008-03-23T11:36:00.003+08:00

Sick on my birthday .

Siol ah .

Head bagging , nagging .

Having fun with my pillow .

Having fun with pain .

Just endure it .

wOo0w.

Damn sick .

My wish has come .

Havainas selipar !!!